Sunday, September 30, 2007

Do I Live Like I Believe It?

I have been so encouraged by the strength of others. Many of you have followed along side me the journey the Leino's took with their precious gift Issac. I have been lead to another story of a family who just lost their precious baby girl just a few short days ago.

The death of infants is all around me. It's a scary place to be because I myself could be one of "those stories." I carry a soul within me that is not my own. I do not know what the future holds for our precious Joseph. Only the Lord has his days numbered and knows what they will consist of. But, what I am certain of is that I have been shown a faith that is unchanging even in the face of one of the worst possible situations on earth. I have been challenged by their trust in God and that He has their best interest in mind. He is watching out for them. He is also willing to carry us along if we find ourselves headed down that path too. I believe my faith is that strong, but my faith has not been tested like theirs has. I pray that I never have to experience such pain, but I am confident that if I am called to such a thing, I have access to the best comforter of all!

But, in a way I am jealous that they have truly experienced such a deep and intimate relationship with Christ where He was their ALL! He was the ONE THING that never failed them. I have experienced that in my life, no doubt, but on that level, no way. I crave that deep reliance on Christ where my every move beckons His guidance. I believe God wants us to have that sort of reliance on Him. It's not because we aren't intelligent and can't make decisions on our own. It's because He is our creator and He knows what we need before we even realize that we need it. What an amazing concept. I am so glad I don't have to have all the answers.

You cannot read a single post the Leino's or the Farley's have written and not feel that they are being carried along by God every step of the way during such a stormy time.

The faith of these two young couples has encouraged literally thousands of lives around this world. I am just one of those stories. These two precious souls were created and lived on this earth for only a short time, but their lives impacted thousands. More than mine probably ever will even if I die tomorrow. Their lives had meaning! I am reminded by these two stories how short our lives truly are. Whether or not we make it to walking, driving, marriage, children, retirement, whatever...

What is the meaning of it all? Why are we here?

The Farley's put it so well in this post where they finished up a letter to their daughter who has not been absent from this earth for even a week!

We will honor the way you have changed us and the thousands of people worldwide who came to know your story by choosing each day a life that looks differently, a life that says, “Thank You, Jesus, for reminding us that heaven is real… You are real…and it’s time we learned to live like we believe it.”

Friday, September 28, 2007

September is National Honey Month

And to celebrate I thought I would share some great facts about honey and honey bees. We've been living on the farm now for 4 months and I have yet to share in the wonder of these creatures! Enjoy! *And NO, I didn't type all of this out, I copy pasted it from a website!

Amazing Facts...About Honey
1. Honey never spoils. No need to refrigerate it. It can be stored unopened, indefinitely, at room temperature in a dry cupboard.
2. Honey is one of the oldest foods in existence. It was found in the tomb of King Tut and was still edible since honey never spoils.
3. Due to the high level of fructose, honey is 25% sweeter than table sugar.
4. Honey is created when bees mix plant nectar, a sweet substance secreted by flowers, with their own bee enzymes.
5. To make honey, bees drop the collected nectar into the honeycomb and then evaporate it by fanning their wings.
6. Honey has different flavors and colors, depending on the location and kinds of flowers the bees visit. Climatic conditions of the area also influence its flavor and color.
7. To keep their hives strong, beekeepers must place them in locations that will provide abundant nectar sources as well as water.
8. In the days before biology and botany were understood, people thought it was a special kind of magic that turned flower nectar into honey.

Amazing Facts...About Honeybees
1. Honeybees are one of science's great mysteries because they have remained unchanged for 20 million years, even though the world changed around them.
2. Bees have been producing honey for at least 150 million years.
3. The true honeybee was not known in the Americas until Spanish, Dutch, and English settlers introduced it near the end of the 17th century.
4. Did you know that bees have 4 wings?
5. The honeybee's wings stroke 11,400 times per minute, thus making their distinctive buzz.
6. A bee flies at a rate of about 12 miles per hour.
7. How many eyes does a honeybee have? Five.
8. Honeybees communicate with one another by "dancing".
9. The queen bee is the busiest in the summer months, when the hive needs to be at its maximum strength. She will lay about 1,000 to 1,500 eggs per day.
10. In the cold winter months, bees will leave the hive only to take a short cleansing flight. They are fastidious about the cleanliness of their hive.
11. Honeybees do not die out over the winter. They feed on the honey they collected during the warmer months and patiently wait for spring. They form a tight cluster in their hive to keep the queen and themselves warm.
12. It takes 35 pounds of honey to provide enough energy for a small colony of bees to survive the winter.
13. Honeybee colonies have unique odors that members flash like identification cards at the hive's front door. All the individual bees in a colony smell enough alike so that the guard bees can identify them.

Amazing Facts...About The Work of the Honeybee
1. The honeybee is not born knowing how to make honey; the younger bees are taught by the more experienced ones.
2. Some worker bees are nurse bees. Their job is to feed the larvae.
3. A honeybee visits between 50 and 100 flowers during one collection flight from the hive.
4. In order to produce 1 pound of honey, 2 million flowers must be visited.
5. A hive of bees must fly 55,000 miles to produce a pound of honey.
6. One bee colony can produce 60 to 100 pounds of honey per year.
7. An average worker bee makes only about 1/12 teaspoon of honey in its lifetime.
8. At the peak of the honey-gathering season, a strong, healthy hive will have a population of approximately 50,000 bees.
9. It would take approximately 1 ounce of honey to fuel a bee's flight around the world.
10. A Cornell University paper released in 2000 concluded that the direct value of honeybee pollination to U.S. agriculture is $14.6 billion annually.
11. We should appreciate honeybees for their honey and pollination services. 80% of the pollination of the fruits, vegetables and seed crops in the U.S. is accomplished by honeybees.
12. Honey is the primary food source for the bee. The reason honeybees are so busy collecting nectar from flowers and blossoms is to make sufficient food stores for their colony over the winter months. The nectar is converted to honey by the honeybee and stored in the wax honeycomb.
13. The United States has an estimated 211,600 beekeepers.

Amazing Facts...About Honey and Your Health
1. Honey contains vitamins and antioxidants, but is fat free, cholesterol free and sodium free!
2. Not a spinach lover? Eat honey - it has similar levels of heart-healthy antioxidants!
3. One antioxidant called "pinocembrin" is only found in honey.
4. For years, opera singers have used honey to boost their energy and soothe their throats before performances.
5. Honey is the only food that includes all the substances necessary to sustain life, including water.
6. Honey has the ability to attract and absorb moisture, which makes it remarkably soothing for minor burns and helps to prevent scarring.
7. Honey speeds the healing of open wounds and also combats infection.
8. As recently as the First World War, honey was being mixed with cod liver oil to dress wounds on the battlefield.
9. Modern science now acknowledges honey as an anti-microbial agent, which means it deters the growth of certain types of bacteria, yeast and molds.
10. Honey and beeswax form the basics of many skin creams, lipsticks, and hand lotions.
11. Queen Anne of England, in the early 1700's, invented a honey and olive oil preparation to keep her hair healthy and lustrous.
12. According to Dr. Paul Gold, a Professor of Psychology at the University of Virginia, "people remember things much better after they've consumed glucose, a form of sugar found in honey."
13. Honey is nature's energy booster! It provides a concentrated energy source that helps prevent fatigue and can boost athletic performance.
14. Recent studies have proven that athletes who took some honey before and after competing recovered more quickly than those who did not.
15. Honey supplies 2 stages of energy. The glucose in honey is absorbed by the body quickly and gives an immediate energy boost. The fructose is absorbed more slowly providing sustained energy.

Amazing Facts...Honey Lingo
1. The term "making a beeline for", describes the shortest and quickest route the nectar-gathering bee follows to return to the hive.
2. A beekeeper is called an "apiarist".
3. An apiary is a location where beekeepers set out a group of beehives. They are commonly referred to as a "bee yard".
4. While bee "skeps" (old-style beehive shaped structures) are not in widespread use today, their charm continues to be associated with beekeeping. The modern rectangular beehive is merely a more convenient adaptation to the honeybees' behavior.
5. Utah is known as the "beehive state".
6. The word "honeymoon" carries the significance that the first month of marriage is the sweetest.
7. In the 15th century, honey was known as "the soul of flowers".

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Sam's First Field Trip

We were in Colorado this past weekend visiting my parents. But, on Monday, it was back to school for Samuel, even though we were in Colorado. He went on his first field trip. We went to the Denver aquarium. He had a blast. I can tell he's liking school so far.



I even showed off my bravery by petting a shark. Okay okay, it was like 20 inches, but hey, it was still a shark!

Samuel got a stuffed shark to remember his aquarium adventures!


We had such a great visit. We're counting down the days until Thanksgiving. Next time Dada gets to come!

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Why I Believe

There is a blogger out there that I don't read too often, but when I do I am glad I did. I have not met her before, just found her through some friend's blog, but she has some great thoughts. This post in particular says exactly what I would say if I could. Here's a little bit if it. Click the link to read the rest of it.

There are times when I wish my faith in God was perfectly box-shaped, with the corners tucked in neatly, and the whole thing tied up with a big, red bow.

There are times I wish I had bite-sized answers for the hard questions. Answers that make easy sense within the framework of my humanity. Answers that don't stretch me too much.

But it doesn't work that way. Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. And that can get messy. Young mothers get sick. Husbands leave. Terrorists fly planes into buildings. I follow a God who has promised me peace and comfort and joy, but on His terms, not mine.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

The Polls Are Officially Closed

13 of you were WRONG! And only 5 of you were RIGHT!

We're having a BOY!

We are so thrilled. Samuel is going to have a brother to grow up with. What a fun time they will have. We are so blessed!!! His name is Joseph Andrew.

P.S. I'd love to hear from those 5 of you who voted that it was a boy!

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Day 3

We are enjoying our homeschooling experience here at the Eckert residence. We have a tentative schedule we try and keep just to make sure we are hitting all the major points for the day.

I am doing this for 3 reasons:

1. I want Samuel to be use to a schedule. I want him to be able to predict what comes next. They say that's great for kids of this age. Being able to predict things helps them not have tantrums. We shall see if I can bypass the "terrible two's" without major headaches.

2. When Baby Pig comes along I especially want Samuel to be use to a schedule. I want him to have some sort of order to his day because we all know when a baby comes into this world there is nothing orderly about their schedule! It will help me keep some sort of order in this house when it would be much easier to let chaos reign.

3. And lastly, it's for me. I seem to always lose track of time during the day and by the time I realize it it's 3pm and we haven't taken a shower yet. Not that that's a bad thing! But, there are things that get squeezed out of the day if I don't make a major point to do them, and that needs to change.

We have made time for the things that should be done daily like: Bible time, exercise and nap time and the rest of the time we play/learn. We are trying to hit each of the following categories each day, but if we don't, it's no biggy: numbers, letters, animal identification, word flashcards and science time. Science time is our favorite. This week has mostly consisted of time in the kitchen learning all about baking and canning. We have been able to get some good time out in the woods though doing some plant identification.

It is turning out to be a wonderful experience for both of us. I'm so glad Samuel is becoming more of the age of being able to be taught and to communicate effectively with. It's been such a joy teaching him all about life!

Samuel can't wait to show off some of his new skills. I'll post a video of some of his accomplishments!

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Lifehouse's Everything Skit

Sam and I just watched this video sent to us. I've seen it before but this time it hit me. Watching Samuel made me cry as he was clapping his little heart out. See what made him so excited!

Monday, September 17, 2007

My Doctor Is WONDERFUL

Andy's mom just emailed me asking me for the update on my last doctor's appointment. I totally forgot to share the good news with everyone!!! (Thanks for reminding me Robbie. Sorry for just posting your response to the blog, but I knew I'd have to retype it all over again).

So, here's the deal. I met my doctor on Friday who will deliver Baby Pig. Let me just tell you how wonderful she is! First off I loved the nurse as well and we started chatting for quite some time before the doctor came in. I told her my concerns and what my story is. She confidently assured me that she is 100% behind me if I wanted to try and deliver Baby Pig naturally. As an aside note: THIS IS THE FIRST DOCTOR I HAVE FOUND THAT SAID THEY WILL SUPPORT ME IN LETTING ME HAVE A NATURAL DELIVERY! I was so thrilled. Most doctors have just spouted off their "opinion" and not asked me specific questions about my delivery. Basically, they all thought it was more of a risk to try for a natural delivery than it was to have a c-section over again. The other doctors said the risk of rupture was worth considering, but always made it out to be much higher than it really is. She disagreed.

She said they would definitely not let me go over my due date, March 9, since I did have a c-section with Samuel. She gave me a lot of reading material and the statistics were overwhelming on my side.

The success rate for VBAC's is nearly 75% for those women whose sole indication for their previous cesarean section was "failure to progress."

Risk of rupture with a transverse uterine incision is minimal (less than 1%) and, currently it is the only type of incision for which a trial of labor is recommended.
I have a transverse uterine incision! Woohoo!

I could not have asked for a better doctor. As it was I was going to be having him in a small hospital with few doctors to choose from. I had gotten a few recommendations for her but did not know what her take on VBAC's* were.

This is a huge answer to prayer. For those of you that have been praying for this situation, I thank you. The Lord has answered our prayers.

Just because she is going to let me try and labor on my own does not mean things are going to go smoothly. I am well aware of that. But, just having the opportunity to give it another shot is huge for us.

*VBAC - Vaginal Birth After Cesarean

Weekend Review

We had a terrific weekend. We were able to get outside and enjoy the much welcomed autumn.

Here are the last of my flowers from my garden.

Samuel was quite overwhelmed when he woke up from his nap and realized his wagon was in our kitchen, but not only was it on our kitchen, it was filled with tomatoes and gourdes! He thought he was dreaming. He had to take a bit of as many tomatoes as he could get his fat little paws on.

We found a footed pajama outfit for Samuel to wear since it was chilly Friday night. We called him "Baby Smurf" He hated the feet part. It has been months and months since he's worn footed pajamas. But he looked precious. Good thing we've got another piglet coming along so we can get them in as many precious footed pajamas as possible! Doesn't look like we've got many more tries with Sam Pig.

Here are pictures from our trip Saturday afternoon to the apple orchard. We had a wonderful time! I have more apples than I currently know what to do with, but I will find a way to put them to good use, that's for sure.

Samuel in the raspberries patch.

As the story unfolds...

Samuel is walking down a hill with an apple, he drops it and it goes rolling down the hill. Dada retrieves it, but it's totally covered in dirt.

His response to when we told him we'd get him a new apple.

After the new apple. Looks like he's forgiven us.


Mama and Samuel after all the picking has been done.

Back home finishing up his apple cider slush. Boy, was it good!

We had our annual church picnic on Sunday. We had a great time. After we were able to live down the embarrassment of not having our phones on for oh, like 3 days, and missing a great get together, we were able to gain our friendships back and enjoy a great afternoon! Samuel looked quite farmer like! He was ready for anything.

We're in the midst of Samuel's first day of homeschool. We'll let you know how it goes tomorrow. Happy 14 months Samuel! You're getting to be such a big boy.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Reflections from Class

Last night Andy's Bible made it into the car, but mine did not. Since he was practicing a huge amount of selflessness and took my place for nursery duty last night, I was able to use his Bible for my class. I felt like I was in a different country using his Bible.

I am lost without my Bible!

This is not the reason for my post, but the notes to the class last night are in his Bible, which he took to work, of course! I will try and recap because it is just something well worth sharing with my fellow friends.

We started our fall classes a few weeks ago at church. I am taking a class on prayer, taught by Denise, the lovely wife of the Patrick I briefly mentioned a few posts ago. Since he now has such a big head because I mentioned him two times in the same post I need to boast about his wife and remind him that she is way cooler than he is!

She is a blessing, let me tell you. She loves the Lord with everything she has and she is so passionate about the topic of prayer. Her experiences in life are hilarious in hindsight, but while she was going through them I'm sure were not. She shares from her heart and I have truly been blessed to have her in my life.

Each week we are studying a different character in the Bible and learning from an experience they went through to learn more about prayer and how God works through prayer. This week was Daniel. The Lord was able to use Daniel for some supernatural things because Daniel was humble in heart and willing to be used by God. We were in Daniel 10 when Daniel saw a vision of a man. Some pretty strange stuff went on. Daniel lost his speech but when the messenger touched him it was restored.

I'm going to be honest and say that I've never felt anything that crazy before in my life. But, it's not because I don't believe that can still happen today. It was quite a challenge though. Made me really ponder if my actions truly show that I believe that God works the same ways today that he did during the days the Bible was written. It's a controversial topic, I know, but I'd love to hear your thoughts. Because I know some believe He does not work the same ways He use to. This topic is just so near to my heart. I could talk about it for hours. I know some of you could too!

We talked a lot about giving up control of our lives and letting God lead where He wants us to go. That's so easy to say, but such another thing to actually do. How in the world could I possibly know what's best for my life when God created me and knows absolutely everything about me. I can hardly decide what I'm making for dinner each night, much less where and if we should move from here! If we give Him control He will lead us and make those decisions clear.

All in all I have gained so much encouragement through this class. It has jump started a deeper prayer life and has reminded me just how powerful our God is and how much he truly wants us to draw closer to Him. I need to practice a lot more praying and a lot less doing. It's when I try and get in the middle of something God is working on it gets all messed up. If I could just sit back and give Him control I can't even imagine what He would be capable of doing.

Thank you Lord for not leaving me in charge of my life! I would be utterly lost without you.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

I Am A Homemaker!

I don't have any other homemaker friends around. It's a hard life to lead with little moral support. It's a lonely life when there are no other women who share your biggest hearts desire. I have begun to gain encouragement from other women's blogs online. On in particular that I just found is Abbi's. She sees life through the same lens I do, and I am always rejuvenated when I visit her site. Today she had a great post about homemaking. Here is a quote from a book she is reading from John Seymour: Forgotten Household Crafts.

When a woman says she is a housewife she should say it with the utmost pride, for there is nothing higher on this planet to which she could aspire."
If I could only live every day as though I really do truly believe that, then all would be well in my world. I have no greater passion in life than to make our house a home and to give my family the best of everything I can provide. No mother's life is easy, that is for sure. We get down on ourselves and question if we are doing the best we can. I had a mother who did it all, worked full time and was the greatest provider a child could want. How am I seemingly struggling with staying home?! It's a mystery. But, when I'm having one of those days where I can't seem to get the confidence to convince myself that what I'm doing here is truly making a difference and that it matters to my family I have a loving Savior who reminds me:
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28-30.
What a relief to know that I do not have to do it on my own. I have a Savior who is waiting to carry me along. He does not want to carry me along just when I am having difficulties on my own, but for me to find rest in Him every day of my life. I can't imagine a better solution to my problems.

Monday, September 10, 2007

Monday Blues

The weekend is over and there are a million dishes to show for it. I made stromboli yesterday for our small group and it turned out great. Sorry you missed it Patrick!

Samuel got a molar in. He took it like a champ as usual. I'm sure there's more to follow, but one has finally surfaced. Hasn't been up at all in the night, but has just had a little appetite.

He also got his first set of crayons and a drawing pad. Hasn't quite figured out yet that they aren't for eating. I saw that coming a mile away.

Most Mondays I look forward to just getting back into a slower pass, but today I'm not glad it's here. Trying to soak up as much time with Andy as possible, it hasn't seemed like there's ever enough lately.

I can't tell if it's hormones due to the pregnancy or not, but the emotional roller coaster ride has been more than I can take most days. God has been challenging me in ways I've needed to be challenged for years but I was just not ready. It's emotionally draining! I'm glad it's finally here though, because when God wants me to change, it's always for the better! It's time I walk the walk.

Enjoy the pictures!

I'm fully aware this is not the picture of the stromboli I was talking about earlier. It's a chicken pot pie I made that I decided to commemorate the day we heard Baby Pig's heartbeat.


Cute family photo after church. (Thanks Patrick) Andy did the communion meditation and did a wonderful job. Samuel's first time in a long sleeve shirt, pants and shoes. I admit I went overboard, but I am super sick of this hot weather. I thought I would take advantage of the temperature dropping a few degrees to start this kid getting use to wearing clothes. They were all summer clothes, though! Don't think he was suffering! At least I didn't try and put him in some adorable wool sweater I've been dying to put him in! And to once again commemorate another occasion, my first day in pregnancy clothes!

Friday, September 7, 2007

It All Seems More Real Now

We heard a heartbeat yesterday! Baby Pig seems to have a great heart beat. The doctor said I might be a little farther along than we think, or that there might be more than one in there based on where she could feel the baby from the outside of my belly. She said it was higher than normal. I know she's at least wrong on the age of the baby, but the multiple babies, I'm still wondering about. Yikes! She could only find one heartbeat though, so that probably means there really is only one!

It's a long story, but this was my first appointment and it wasn't with the doctor that will deliver BP. I have an appointment with her on the 14th. This doctor was just the first doctor I could get in to see and I wanted to see someone as soon as I could because with the threat of moving and all we were behind the 8 ball in getting seen. She just wanted to make sure the heartbeat was good and that my levels were doing fine. So, I didn't get to see BP, but I sure heard her* sweet heartbeat.

The best sound you could ever imagine. Well, next to them quack like a duck when they are born. Not sure if all babies sound like a baby duck when they are born, but Samuel sure did!

*Not sure if I clarified this before, but we say 'she' because it is a mini mommy and I'm a girl. I tend to call it a boy too, just because I've only ever had a boy in there. Soon enough we will know :)

I guess I left out a major part... After talking with this doctor I knew the inevitable topic would come up about trying to have a VBAC or a C-section again. She confirmed my worst nightmare, and what I've been hearing for the past 14 months, that there is no way a doctor is going to let me try and labor. Considering my circumstances, I most likely cannot have a vaginal birth and the chances are too high to try. It comes as a huge disappointment because I wanted nothing more than a natural birth with Samuel and then to try for one with BP. I have come to realize that I want to remain healthy myself, but more importantly to have a healthy baby in the process. I suppose having another c-section is going to give both of us the best fighting chance at staying healthy.

At least the odds of having BP on my half birthday are looking more promising. The idea of scheduling when to have a baby is so ironic to me, considering the fact that I thought I was going to have Samuel every day for over 24 straight days! The mystery will be gone. I think as stressful as it was then, looking back on it, that was my favorite part. I'll have to find a new favorite part with this birth. I'm sure it won't be hard.

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My birthday was wonderful. The best so far, I believe. We had a great time on our night away to the Morrison House. We even got the same room we had on our honeymoon.

Andy made me an amazing present. I could hardly believe it when I saw it. He had chosen the 4 stones when he was deployed last year. He got them on the beach of Cyprus. The top one represents Christ, the left one represents him (blue), the right one me (green) and then the bottom one Samuel (also blue). Blue for Little Boy Blue, and green for Little Girl Green. The stones sit about 1/8" into the cross. He carved the cross out of a limb he found of cherry wood. He then finished it off with some furniture polish the Hunter's make here at the farm out of beeswax.

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